the way i feel right now. i hate everything and i feel like dying and taken lots of people out with me =] well actually i think i would feel that way if i wasnt so tired. ironic. im not physically tired. im tired of this. everything. i guess its one of those things where you know youve matured. or something like that. what a conceided thing to say. isnt it? well i dont feel like explaining it. i just wanna.. goto a show or something. do something. i guess im board. *blows spit bubble* yep. nothing of importance to say so im.. gonna go.. watch tv? bye_.